Years ago, I experienced a real story that I would like to share with you today. There was a girl who studied with me, and although I wasn't particularly interested in girls at that time, I'm not gay ok !. I simply didn't pay as much attention to girls as most teenagers did. However, this girl was different. I enjoyed talking to her and seeing her smile. It brought me immense happiness. I even wrote poems for her, and she loved them. She once told me that I was the sweetest person she had ever met. It made me feel something strange, and I wondered if this was what love felt like.
As time went on, I realized that she was the one for me. I wanted to marry her, even at such a young age. However, I lacked experience in relationships, so I didn't know how to express my love and desire to marry her. Unfortunately, when our time in school came to an end, she disappeared from my life. We didn't have any contact through social media, and I didn't hear from her for about three months. It was a difficult time for me. Love can be exhausting.
The following year, I saw her again in school, and I wanted to talk to her. However, she completely ignored me. I started questioning myself, wondering if I had done something wrong. A friend of mine noticed how much attention I gave to this girl and asked me if I loved her. I hesitated and replied, "Kind of." My friend's reaction was disappointing, and I asked what was wrong. He then revealed that this girl had been in a relationship with someone he knew for about three years. I was completely shocked. It was at that moment I realized that I was the imposter, the stranger in this story. She never loved me, and she knew about my feelings for her all along. However, she never mentioned that she was involved with someone else. I realized that while I was writing poems for her, she was exchanging love messages with someone else.
This realization was incredibly difficult for me to process. My emotions were a mixture of anger, disappointment, sadness.After that I tried to run ,to forget,I was completely idiot,I was consider my self as a victim but this never solve the problem, I realized that the past will always hurt you and you got two options you can run or you can learn from it ,this made me gain a newfound awareness. I understood that love can be a dangerous journey for humans, one that should not be do without the right emotional tools and understanding,
Love has the power to bring immense joy or cause unbearable pain. Remember, as a human being, your life and heart are invaluable. Don't let anyone have them unless they truly deserve it.